its the third weekend and im lying still with half make up on, apparently tears are a much better form of make up remover they even removed these undying waterproof chemicals on my lids. how great it is to be able to travel within 100 kinds of reality at the same time and as i peek into each door there's a new possibility waiting in the corner, waiting to be greeted warmly. i need an approval to jump into one where theres so much distress and lack of emptiness or needless to say the thoughts ive been dreaming of for so long. its better to be alone but not so much when you're lonely; i try to identify the issue but wasn't allowed to do so since time keeps on looping and i wake up to another same day and same thing. once they whispered in my ears that all of this would change when i look outside and embrace the "normal" and "sane" circumstance though little did they know that its easier to replace those words with "monotonous". one day constant solitude might be our normal condition yet its too late, the sun is starting to climb up and my fingers remain cold

shouldve kept my mouth shut yet my tongue came undone; at least it started off as a great ride, at least it is what it seemed to be. its alright i keep telling myself so then the effort to ignore the best part of you becomes the hardest thing to do. being in love is like sticking your hand into a bag full of snakes and broken glasses just to find a piece of candy thats hopefully not poisonous. i've learned my lesson i said a thousand times those are the words and sometimes words mean nothing because they are but a train of thoughts that leads you to a twisted darkness far far in the woods. people say let it flow like a river but im just a cold deep lake

Hunter x Hunter

i still can hardly believe that I finished this entire series in less than a week and it literally consists of 148 episodes. like, i wasnt a patient viewer to begin with so it was pretty tough to convince myself to embark on this long journey. then thats it; i came to the realization that i couldnt stop myself from watching it. every episode makes me crave more, more, and more. hxh is an amazing quest that unfolds through compelling narrative that easily hooks not only shounen enthusiasts, but also everyone whos in for a brilliant storytelling. throughout the journey i become very emotionally invested that i desperately need to find out whether gon is eventually able to venture into a new continent, whether killua will find what he's looking for in life, or whether chrollo will get his nen back and head home from the east. ok im gonna throw those questions into the ocean because just like all suffering hxh viewers out there we will never know when this series would resume, hell does togashi himself know?

more than a typical action with packed thrills, hxh is a wild journey that immediately kicks off once u hop on the backseat. its exhilarating and sentimental at the same time. each character has an interesting backstory or dynamic that easily catches my sincere attention. one time i feel like throwing a fit upon them then 3 episodes later i want them to stay alive as long as as they could. lets take meruem for instance AKA the most powerful villain in the series that shows up during chimera ants arc. togashi successfully toyed out with our feelings by developing a character that appears heinous yet secretly holds a genuine compassion inside. also we got to witness gon and killua's captivating friendship encounter a bunch of rocky roads as their bond blooms wonderfully. every emotion got mixed into a fast paced blender that leave the viewers breathless as they watch them swirl. props to madhouse for the amazingly fluid animation where every second feels very enjoyable to watch! 

now you must know the empty feeling that crawls onto your lungs after finishing a really good series like you dont know what to do with life anymore because yeah thats what hxh does to me. im truly impressed with this series and im counting on to see how the curtain will close in the end.

as a plus factor, hxh's soundtracks are incredibly good. that the whole piece of music that supports the entire ride are simply perfect and remarkable. so with that im gonna leave some of my top picks here!

1. riot (amazing piece from my all time favorite arc. this song is like the embodiment of bloodlust in a tune)

2. elegy of the dynast (meruem and komugi im still crying)

3. phantom troupe theme (long live the best troupe of all time!)

4. the last mission (such a great music to accompany a golden battle between the most powerful beings. top notch!)

5. hyori ittai (the feels... really)