there's a lot to pay for a cheap thrill and we were too naive to play a game that we both knew very well we would lose in the end. pretending is easy yet when it comes to say goodbye our bodies immediately transformed into tiny particles that are never destined to float into the directions we ever desired. i've lost count of the number of times that i have found and lost you but even now i still keep you in mind. we are grown we don't need to be saved it's tiring to run in a circle trying to cheat on fate over and over so i'm placing these pills under my tongue the faster it disappears the better i crawled out from fear.
my voice echoes loudly throughout the sky and in that moment i can no longer tell whether i laugh or cry
