lovestruck

have you ever missed someone so much that his shadows cloud your vision everywhere you look and his scent lingers everytime you breathe? it is difficult to think straight when i am drowning in a mind game where i cannot stop fantasizing myself with you. i wish you are here in my arms as we both pull ourselves under the blanket completely ignoring the world outside that is falling apart because honestly who cares about anything else when love blinds your conscience. it sounds selfish but i guess it is true that love makes people do stupid things including being unable to function properly anymore and you walk around like a stray cat who is craving for constant touch and affection. you are the only one i see and it hurts my stomach when we are not physically together every second of the day. i cant believe people actually do long distance relationship how painful it is to be apart for a long time like i would have cried and bawled my heart out. im such a crybaby.